Just dying to meet you

i've been dying alot of late. like 6 times doing ks30 (which were all greed orbs and i didn't have an orb), a couple of r1s in dynamis, a r1 due to bonz mayberry (did i ever mention i hate tonberrys) , several times from kirin and other sky gods/events. alot really. In the past week i went from 38k in to 28k in.